Calm Before the Storm
I think I might be freaking out. Verge of tears, chest is caving in and yet I’m oddly calm at work. I’m sure if someone asks me if I’m ok, I will burst into tears at that very moment. But no one is asking so I must be a good actress or I seem so complete deranged that they are afraid to ask. I would like someone to hold my hand, but that too might induce sobbing. I need to be strong but I would give anything to show how weak I feel.
I think I might need a cookie.
A cookie is nice and totally deserved… my mom had the same experience a few years ago. It all went well… afterall it was no big deal, and the deal is to foccus on good thoughts! Be positive… everything is gonna be ok!
